sometimes, I feel extremely hopeless...like no matter what I do, I will always be in this huge hole that keeps getting deeper and deeper. The worst is the few minute people i reach out to do nothing, they either turn a deaf ear to me or help make it worse. I hate feeling like this, I hate feelings period. They turn me into someone I hate which is weak. Hopeless...
Sorry I have been sporadic with my posts...
with love,
~ell
Completely understand about the lack of support from others. Everyone I've told doesn't really seem to care or ask how I'm doing. It's shit feeling alone in your disease. Just know you have a who.e community here behind and supporting you. If you ever need to talk email me and I'll be there to write!
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im sorry you feel hopeless atm
ReplyDeletei feel it too idk what we can do to gain hope
guess we just have to believe that tomorrow is a new day
always here for u
miss ur posts
xxx
We all feel hopeless sometimes, like there is a big black hole sucking us deeper in, but we must fight this, because we are stronger than that is, we will allstick together through this and come out the other side xx
ReplyDeleteI completely agree with you. The only choice is to pretend you're fine, or tell someone who will then ignore it because they don't know what to do.
ReplyDeleteBut at least on this blog you can talk to people who understand. Never feel like you're alone. We're all always here for you if you need to talk.
Take care.