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Friday, October 14, 2011

pathetically horrific...

Fighting, binge, ecstatic, erratic...depressed...

I have always battled with depression, being an outcast, left to live in your own warped and twisted headspace can do that to you...
Intake was horrible...I will hopefully maintain...where I was at this morning...
Total intake was: 1280...
Really
REALLY
REALLY....
.....
......
Pathetic! 
I will do better tomorrow...depression...depression...go away come again another day...

your wonderful!
with love,
~Ell

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  2. That's pretty average for a normal person. Don't let this bring you down... Make sure your workout tomorrow is super intense, so that your able to burn all those calories...

    Stay happy :)
    Positive energy helps you a lot more than being upset :(
    Move one and keep going! Never give up :)

    Stay Strong!

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  3. I can totally relate about the depression part, it can pull you to pieces from the inside out >< But you can't let it win! Tomorrow is another day ad you can work off those calories :) Keep your chin up gorgeous xx

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Your word are inspiring!