Better days (ramble feel free to ignore)

First I want to apologize for my horribly depressing posts lately. Feeling like you are being forced into treatment sorta was the tipping point for my down ward spiral. So sorry lovelies...

(ramble)
On ward so far 60cals today I'm sure that will go up when I have group dinner, and then food and feelings.... I don't really have tons buzzing through my mind and leaping onto the keyboard at the moment...I'm very much in a dazed mood. Not entirely sure why, just woke up that way I guess. Well off to be productive!




If you read this I'm terribly sorry for having nothing to say:)
with love,
~ell